we promised the world we'd tame it.

life goes on now, doesn't it?

Lately…

Things haven’t been the best. Yet, they haven’t been the worse either. We get over it when things go bad.

He’s right about how I don’t let go of the problems that happen before. I only remind him because they haven’t changed. Same things keep happening. Same arguments keep happening.

Some days like today I want to shut down. About everyday I want to shut down now. Not because of the problems, school, work, not even Noah.

Just I want to curl up in a ball and be forgotten for a while. I need my me time. I’m just so far behind right now…. I feel like I can’t breath.