Things haven’t been the best. Yet, they haven’t been the worse either. We get over it when things go bad.
He’s right about how I don’t let go of the problems that happen before. I only remind him because they haven’t changed. Same things keep happening. Same arguments keep happening.
Some days like today I want to shut down. About everyday I want to shut down now. Not because of the problems, school, work, not even Noah.
Just I want to curl up in a ball and be forgotten for a while. I need my me time. I’m just so far behind right now…. I feel like I can’t breath.